It’s raining, it’s pouring
My life is boring me to tears,
After all these years
No sunshine, no moonlight,
No stardust, no sign of romance
We don’t stand a chance
Yup those lyrics just about sum it up, take the drama out of Gail and what are you left with? Enough is Enough is Enough, I can’t go, I can’t go on much longer. This my friends is my new battle cry and theme song.
I spent much of my holiday planning my next move, like an avid chess player. I have researched and put to rest all excuses, I am determined to get healthy and find the bubbly vivacious woman I know exists somewhere beneath the layers of fat and beyond the lack of interest couch-sitting shadow I have become.
On December 28th I woke up as a new health conscious individual. Now on the 4th day.
Equipped with a goal to undo the past few years of overeating and couch potato marathoning I made a change not just out of the blue but rather consciously I got mad at myself.
I am not going to go over all the details just yet, I want to see results first, needless to say I feel better already.
I also adopted a healthier regime with my skin, I am even learning about facial exercises to strengthen the muscles and rejuvenate the elasticity.
I have a New Year Resolution as well but it won’t be about diets as it usually is.
My resolution this year is about gaining financial health and being able to enjoy things other than coming home every night and vegging in front of a screen.
In 2015 I wish for a healthier version of myself: Physically, Emotionally and Financially.
Current Health Status
– weight 228.5
– exercise (none)
-libido is powered off
Current Emotional Status
-many issues resolved
-figuring out how to quit smoking
-letting go and letting God
-still hoping to find love again someday
-strengthening my resistance
Current Financial Status
-too many credit cards
-living pay-check to pay-check
– guilt giving
So now it begins, the hard work of rebuilding the one thing that has lacked from my life this year – energy. It is time to stop cocooning and to start living.
I will keep you updated not only on my progress but also when I find tools I that work along the way I will pass them on to you.
So “battle cry” Enough is Enough is Enough
Happy New Year and God Bless You today and everyday